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how about an upbeat entry for once?
May. 1st, 2012 03:26 amI have officially privatized all my depression posts, and they'll be private from now on. I read a post from John Cheese on Forbes mentioning how some people write to themselves so they can realize things about themselves that are bothering them, and that it's like therapy. I completely agree, so I will probably continue them, but only for my own eyes.
I used to be the type to bottle things up, and I still really am, but I think I'm in the middle of transition between tweenhood and fully-fledged adulthood. While I'm still incredibly immature when it comes to most things, I like to think that my thinking has changed and I'm a bit more responsible and less entitled about things in general.
I've been job-hunting like crazy. I hit up something like 50 stores yesterday, and at least two are hiring, so I'll go back and try again soon at some places. I'm handing in my resume at more places tomorrow when I wake up.
I am really lucky to have a friend like Jon who will drag me through the mud and make things easier for me to bear, even if he makes relentless fun of my awkwardness. But he makes it light-hearted and fun, so I'm all right with it.
His roommate's fat cat went missing, so we went around his street calling out for Goodboy and trying to locate him. Jesse, the roommate, was on the verge of tears. Not hard to imagine why... but Goodboy sauntered in around 10:30 at night through the window, so all was well.
Otherwise, replaying Persona 4. Started watching Game of Thrones. Been blazing through movie after movie.
I'm going to start working out. I know I keep saying this, but it gives me more energy and helps me feel really good in general. I think it'd be good, because if I make a habit of continuously reaching goals, it'll be a confidence boost to attain other goals. Win-win, am I right?
I've decided to continue Journalism and suck up my failures from last semester. I'll learn from them and better myself, so I can graduate relatively on time. I want to do well and prove myself.
My life should be a little better scheduled and I should have more hope and ambition. I'll start doing the things I want to do from now on.
I used to be the type to bottle things up, and I still really am, but I think I'm in the middle of transition between tweenhood and fully-fledged adulthood. While I'm still incredibly immature when it comes to most things, I like to think that my thinking has changed and I'm a bit more responsible and less entitled about things in general.
I've been job-hunting like crazy. I hit up something like 50 stores yesterday, and at least two are hiring, so I'll go back and try again soon at some places. I'm handing in my resume at more places tomorrow when I wake up.
I am really lucky to have a friend like Jon who will drag me through the mud and make things easier for me to bear, even if he makes relentless fun of my awkwardness. But he makes it light-hearted and fun, so I'm all right with it.
His roommate's fat cat went missing, so we went around his street calling out for Goodboy and trying to locate him. Jesse, the roommate, was on the verge of tears. Not hard to imagine why... but Goodboy sauntered in around 10:30 at night through the window, so all was well.
Otherwise, replaying Persona 4. Started watching Game of Thrones. Been blazing through movie after movie.
I'm going to start working out. I know I keep saying this, but it gives me more energy and helps me feel really good in general. I think it'd be good, because if I make a habit of continuously reaching goals, it'll be a confidence boost to attain other goals. Win-win, am I right?
I've decided to continue Journalism and suck up my failures from last semester. I'll learn from them and better myself, so I can graduate relatively on time. I want to do well and prove myself.
My life should be a little better scheduled and I should have more hope and ambition. I'll start doing the things I want to do from now on.
