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i've had too many things on my mind lately. i've noticed some pretty significant things between me and people younger than me. like all i ever talk about is work, my family and maybe what i've been watching/playing lately. actual, fangirlish interests have taken such a hard hit over the year.

i guess it was the truth when people say "when you don't have as much time for your interests, you won't be so obsessive."

i should probably start taking my medication again because i feel myself unwinding, but i've been keeping it pretty well together lately. i ought to have enough for whenever i'm in japan, at least.

i've had thoughts about moving out, where i'm gonna live, where i'm gonna try for a new job, and various other stuff. pretty sure 99% of my mood will get better if i just lived on my own, and went to school on my own terms instead of having my asshole parents yell at me all the time about it.

i'll be lucky as hell to be out of school by the time i'm 30, i swear.