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Nov. 19th, 2014 12:41 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
evilsEverything about my current situation is just bad.
As if failing my ass back out of school for the third time wasn't bad enough (AND IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT THIS TIME AROUND), now it looks like I might be given the slip at the end of December at my job as well.
Everyone who went to the sales induction (aka congrats u survived) got called up Sunday morning to get a big round of applause.
EXCEPT ME.
Let's talk about how this is shitty:
1) It's shitty if it's an oversight because THANKS A LOT, I DIDN'T NEED TO BE REMEMBERED OR ANYTHING. NOPE!!! I DON'T LIKE RECOGNITION WHERE IT'S DUE!!! *obvious bitterness*
2) If it wasn't a mistake, then it's still shitty because I'm not in the clear and they're still deciding about me. Which means they're stringing me along. Which equates into me also pulling FINE!!! ALL THOSE TIMES I ASKED IF I WAS GETTING THE BOOT AT THE END?? SO I COULD JOB HUNT IN DECEMBER? JUST FOR JOKES PEOPLE MOVE ALONG!! *obvious bitterness*
I pretended I had a case of the poops and ran to the bathroom to be upset by myself where no one could find me. Because I'm a big angsty baby I guess. But also because I've been seasonal and strung along so much the past year I am officially getting reall fucking tired of it.
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As for school I've been dragging myself along for it. But at this point I feel like I'm really drawing out the inevitable. I don't really wanna ~ make a dash to pass ~ at this point. I just want to do a makeup semester, smash that, then redo my fall semester (if I can).
If I get thrown out, I guess I tried.
As if failing my ass back out of school for the third time wasn't bad enough (AND IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT THIS TIME AROUND), now it looks like I might be given the slip at the end of December at my job as well.
Everyone who went to the sales induction (aka congrats u survived) got called up Sunday morning to get a big round of applause.
EXCEPT ME.
Let's talk about how this is shitty:
1) It's shitty if it's an oversight because THANKS A LOT, I DIDN'T NEED TO BE REMEMBERED OR ANYTHING. NOPE!!! I DON'T LIKE RECOGNITION WHERE IT'S DUE!!! *obvious bitterness*
2) If it wasn't a mistake, then it's still shitty because I'm not in the clear and they're still deciding about me. Which means they're stringing me along. Which equates into me also pulling FINE!!! ALL THOSE TIMES I ASKED IF I WAS GETTING THE BOOT AT THE END?? SO I COULD JOB HUNT IN DECEMBER? JUST FOR JOKES PEOPLE MOVE ALONG!! *obvious bitterness*
I pretended I had a case of the poops and ran to the bathroom to be upset by myself where no one could find me. Because I'm a big angsty baby I guess. But also because I've been seasonal and strung along so much the past year I am officially getting reall fucking tired of it.
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As for school I've been dragging myself along for it. But at this point I feel like I'm really drawing out the inevitable. I don't really wanna ~ make a dash to pass ~ at this point. I just want to do a makeup semester, smash that, then redo my fall semester (if I can).
If I get thrown out, I guess I tried.
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Date: 2014-11-21 01:31 am (UTC)Hang in there miss. *hugs*
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Date: 2014-11-24 04:05 am (UTC)